I'm 6 ft with a slim build, grey eyes and short brown hair.
Looking for friends to chat with or that someone special.
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I have been thinking a lot recently about what it is that makes gay men like myself feel attracted to other guys. Why is it that i can't fancy women the way that my straight mates do? Is it just a short circuit in the brain? Is it a chemical imbalance? Is it the way I was brought up or was I gay at birth?
I used to think it was a curse, that I was being punished for something and it made me hate myself. Now I've come to realise that there's nothing I can do about so I just have to accept it.
It's surely not what nature intended - for me to have sex with men. So why are there so many of us that are this way inclined?
I'll always remember something that happened to me a few years ago. I was walking in a park and i saw somebody walking towards me. I thought 'Wow that's a cute guy coming this way'. I found myself attracted to this person. Then when they were about 10 feet from me I realised it was in fact a girl. And in that instant any attraction I had for that person vanished. My mind would simply not allow me to feel attracted to a female. It was the same person that I had seen from a distance but to my mind it was like the person had completely changed in front of my eyes.
Has anyone else had an experience like this? I would like to here what everyone's view on this is.
