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phil

phil

Gay,
Born 27th February, 1985
25 Years Old
England
how much are we supposed to actually say in these things!? n how honest are we supposed to actually be? well anyway, here goes....im a nice guy with loads to offer, i think i can be quite funny, n i like having fun, i can be mature n sensible when i need to be but i can also be totally immature at times. im lazy n lack motivation, im supposed to be a student but never actually seem to go 2 uni, but ive decided that im gunna start again, (for the 4th time! lolz!) in feburary. i dont work, but plan on getting a part-time job to go along with my allowance. i like always need ppl around me n find it hard to be alone, i think its got summit to do with the way that when im alone, i think too much, i always seem to read into things too much n often come out with wrong conclusions, i trust ppl quickly, which maybe ive realised i shouldnt. i like LOVE watching films n listening to music, i always have like favourite lines in both, i think songs can put how i feel into words better than i can myself. i want movie love, when ppl fall in love in movies its like totally perfect, n even when things go wrong they seem to sort themselves out, i wish life was the same. theres nothing i wouldnt do for someone i love, i think i like to live to make someone happy, which in turn makes me happy. i love goin out n getting hammered with my friends, n i also love nights in just chillin out. i can be a bit insecure bout things at times n often need reassurance from friends, lol! ive got a really good group of friends who are always there for me. n i love them to bits! ive lived in london for 2 years n love it coz theres always summit goin on n u can go out like any night of the week n have a great night. i love meeting new people n doing new things,im always up 4 a laugh, aswell as a deep n meaningful conversation. i love it when u can talk for hours n be totally philisophical, it makes me feel intelligent, lol! i think ive got pretty good morals for life, but i just need to find some direction. so there you go really, thats a bit bout me, so if u wanna msg me then do, n i may well reply, lol! oh, n reading back through this, ive realised i use the word "like" like WAY too much! lolz, but whatever its me!

EVERY PASSING MINUTE IS ANOTHER CHANCE TO TURN IT ALL AROUND!

THINGS I LIKE: Bonjela, songs that can make u feel on top of the world, ben n jerrys ice cream, animal documentries, the sound of a cats purr, falling in love, furry things, the liverpool accent, summer, spendin time wiv mates, songs that can make u cry, cartoons, playing cards, films, sweet coffee, marlboro lights, thunder n lightning, angel wings, soap operas, the smell of jean paul gaultiar-le male, Disney, cuddles, having my hair played wiv, ppl wiv nice eyes n txt msgs!

THINGS I DONT LIKE: getting up early, washing up, arrogant ppl, complaining to a professional, the colour of my eyes, spiders, brie, baked beans, train journies, having my heart broken, ppl who leave out of date food in the cupboard/fridge, getting caught in the rain, internet pop-ups, Superficial people, hair in the plughole, sharing my bed, when ppl talk on hands free walking down the street wiv their phone in there hand, turquoise, winter, drinking games, dark chocolate, overplaying a good song n queueing!

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    Unrequited Love

    I have found almost everything ever written about love to be true. Shakespeare said 'journeys end in lovers meeting'. oh, what an extrodinary thought! Personally I have not experienced anything remotely close to that, but im more than willing to believe Shakespeare had.

    I Suppose I think about love more than anyone really should, I'm constantly
    amazed by its sheer power to alter and define out lives. It's Shakespeare who also said, 'love is blind'. Now that is something I know to be true!

    For some, love fades. For others love is simply lost,
    but of course love can also be found, even if just for the night, =P and then theres another kind of love.....

    The cruelest kind...
    The one that nearly kills its victims...

    ...its called, unrequited love, now of that.. i am an expert!

    Most love stories are about two people who fall in love with each other... but what about the rest of us!?
     
    What about our stories? Those of us who fall in love alone!
    We are the victims of the one sided affair,
    We are the cursed of the loved ones,
    We're the unloved ones!,
    The walking wounded,
    The handicapped without the advantage of a great parking space. =P

    Yes you are looking at one such individual...

    What i'm trying to say is..
    I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible, and how it can make you ache in places you never even knew you had inside you!
    And it doesnt matter how many new haircuts you get, gyms you join or, how many glasses of wine you drink with your friends..

    you still end up going to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong, or how you could have misunderstood, and how in the hell for that breif moment you could think, that you were that happy,.. and sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door...

    but after all that, how ever long 'all that' may be,... you'll go somewhere new, and you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again.. and little peices of your soul will finally come back,.. and all that fuzzy stuff,... that time of your life that you 'wasted',.. that will eventually begin to fade.

    p.s. thanks kate =P

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by saif 16/04/09@11:46
Sexy image. My old account broke so i`m here making a new one! my name was Jowsh. not sure if you remeber me. lol
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by josh. 12/08/08@20:33
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by clickfive 26/01/08@02:15
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by kim 06/12/07@18:40
I Need U
I alwaz need u here to wipe my tear and help me through my fears
and my life feels so vack without u near
and the night feels so dark without u on my side
since u went away i Kept the mamorys we shared i wish u see how much i miss u now
When u left ive been standing in the rain alone
ive been cryng here on my owne
cous i no i cant make it alone
cous the words u use to say to get me through my day
and make my life ok r gonne to
Every time i look passed this photograph i remamder the good tims and all the laphes we use to have
and when i go to places we use to go or do the things we use to do i remeber how much i need u
since u went away i kept the mamorys we shared i wish u see how much i miss u now
When u left ive been standing in the rain alone
ive been cryng here on my owne
cous i no i cant make it alone
by kim 05/12/07@19:54
you turn me on sir.
by divotoo.sh 05/12/07@17:09
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by tom 04/12/07@10:01
Your lil blog is so cute... sad, but cute.
I like the bit bout handicapped parking lol xx
by tom 03/12/07@16:52
AW your first comment... do you feel loved now?
Only 20 mins till the end of work now... woo!
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by tom 29/11/07@17:49